[Intro]
I been drinking all this poison for far too long
I'm addicted to the high of feeling numb
And will I ever make it to the other side?
Or will I die from addiction?

[Verse 1]
This ? told me she drinks because it helps her to forget
All those times she was abused
And the problems it left her with
Guess it was the narcissist
Burned down her joy like an arsonist
She hardly gets the respect she deserves, she acknowledges
She drinks 'cause it stripped away her confidence
I relate I been lost in the bottle
Buy a whole handle, drink from the nozzle
Yeah, it won't keep me docile
When I rate my Recovery song fire like Marshall
That's Mathers, people hit me up
And they're like "what's the matter?"
You're never sober, I been hearing chatter
You been breaking hearts because yours got shattered

[Chorus]
Save me
Life is less engaging
My mental's always breaking
Maybe, I'm looking to the sky like
Can this save me? Don't hate me
Promise I been changing
I'm done pumping this poison
And refuse to let it change me
Save me
Life is less engaging
My mental's always breaking
Maybe, I'm looking to the sky like
Can this save me? Don't hate me
Promise I been changing
I'm done pumping this poison
And refuse to let it change me
[Interlude]
I been drinking all this poison for far too long
I'm addicted to the high of feeling numb
And will I ever make it to the other side?
Or will I die from addiction?
I been drinking all this poison for far too long
I'm addicted to a place I don't belong
And heaven can you help me make it out alive?
Before I die from addiction?

[Verse 2]
Yo, I'm out the potion
I live in the moment
These different emotions not easy to cope with
At times I was hopeless, the feeling was growing
Was trapped in a cell in my mind 'til it opened
I'm seeing things differently now
Look into the eyes of the crowd
I know that I can't let 'em down
I know that they won't let me down
So I jump on it
This ain't no Lil Pump, spit it real from the jump
And they ask can I [?] for them
'Cause they live by it, it's enough for them
So I drink before the show, smoke after
It help me sleep when my mind too active
And the alcohol make women more attractive
And they all shallow I can see what they're lacking
Wanna see what I'm packing
Wanna sleep on that mattress
Wanna get in my pocket


Had a lot of practice
Now I'm old and wise and cut from different fabric
What these kids imagine, I done did it three times
The wordplay's crazy I don't repeat lines
I give 'em a [?]
I lift their career up then I give them a peace sign
I'm out of it, there ain't know doubt in it
Don't put it out if you lookin' for clout but
You really ain't proud of it
Don't ride the wave, I swear that you gon' drown in it
See I found my poison then I made a vaccine
Conditioned myself for the road like athletes
Run the game every track a track meet
They gettin' the knowledge every time the [?] speaks

[Interlude]
I been drinking all this poison for far too long
I'm addicted to the high of feeling numb
And will I ever make it to the other side?
Or will I die from addiction?
I been drinking all this poison for far too long
I'm addicted to a place I don't belong
And heaven can you help me make it out alive?
Before I die from addiction?
[Outro]
I'm blinded, oh
I'm lost in life
I'm hiding from myself
Through the lie
Run away in the night
So I hide away every night
Drowning in the pain every night
Hiding from the day in the night