Now I must confess, I'm not the person you believe me to be
It's no surprise that I couldn't be what you wished I could have been
No one knows me. I am toxic. Sick

And while I'm here, I might as well come clean
Listen closely to what I really mean
These hands were never meant to save
The deepest darkest hole could never handle my past
Fuck

I'm not strong enough, to hold them back anymore
I'm not strong enough, to hold them back anymore
Trust in me and I will break you
Trust in me and I'll only hurt you
You can't handle what I am
I wish you didn't see, but my mask must be put down
Here's to my hopes and dreams

And while I'm here, I might as well come clean
Listen closely to what I really mean
These hands were never meant to save
The deepest darkest hole could never handle my past

Now I must confess, No one knows me. I am toxic
I am sick, sick, sick. I am toxic, I'm sick