H3 Music

[Verse 1]
Never found the answer
Guess it's cos I never asked the question
No matter what me and you did
I always felt disrespected
Live with no regrets though right?
Everything happens for a reason
I guess I never learned my lesson
I'm starting to block out everyone
They'll never answer
I'm tryna forget everything I've done
Lookin' back I don't wanna remember
If I thought about it for a while
I'd probably lose my temper
So I think it needs to stop
I need to kill my thoughts
All of it needs to be blocked off
I need to stop
I hate thinking
I hate drinking
But I ain't quitting
I need help though
I'm slipping

[Hook]
And the only way I can be healed is through music
If I didn't have it, I don't know what I'd be doing
I'd probably lose it
I'd be clueless
Thank God for this music

*Breathe*
*Breathe*

[Verse 2]
As I sit in my basement alone
Was listening to Therapy Session
And dying inside, then I get this message
As I look down at my phone
I wanna throw it all the wall cos I just wanna be left alone
I hate depression
I pick up my phone
Open the text
It says something about how I'm overprotective
I'm too possessive
I lost it, I began to type a message
Soon as I pushed send, I began to regret it
It's too late now though
It's sending

[Bridge]
I messed up and now it's pending
Body's trembling
I'm sitting here pretending
Like I'm forgetting
The message is kinda sending
Then in reality the internet's looking down on me
It's condescending
I messed up

[Hook]
The only way I can be healed is through this music
If I didn't have it, I don't know what I'd be doing
I'd probably lose it
I'd be clueless
Thank God for this music

*Breathe*
*Breathe*

[Verse 3]
And now I can't breathe
I drop to my knees
I try to be happy but I still grieve
Still I stand alone in the shadows and I scream
Standing here dying alone as I bleed
Can't find happiness when it's all I, need
I feel that when I release this
I'm gonna be made fun of for no reason
I feel like at the end of this
I'd rather be home
I'd rather not be breathing
Or maybe there's a bigger picture
And I just can't see it
Maybe there's something that I'm not seeing
Maybe they'll all love it
Forget it if they hate it
I'm above it
They can take my temper
Push and shove it
They can take my music
Refuse to love it
But no matter what happens

[Hook]
The only way I can be healed is through this music
If I didn't have it, I don't know what I'd be doing
I'd probably lose it
I'd be clueless
Thank God for this music

*Breathe*