[INTRO]
Alright, I’m back sit it back down
Too late, y’all late can’t run now
Might ask, who this dude, man all i gotta say it’s okay not a lot of people know me ‘round
Okay, keep that pose yeah keep that face, that is great one minute and we good okay? Just keep it steady think I’m ready alright say cheese! (Chainsaw!) (Haha!)
They don’t learn a thing!

[VERSE]
Well, believing is not trusting what your eye says
Building on the positivity your life has
But everything I do that somehow connects to success
Makes me anxious I get more but I only feel less
You say nothing’s worse then receiving hate but
You never been strangled by the hands of the fake love
Thinking you’re in great hands but you really not
I don’t need no help please, just leave me in the mud, yeah

Maybe you’re better in some things
Maybe you have good friends, strong plans and guidance
Maybe you believe in a higher power always standing right beside ya
I gotta tell you that I’m jealous of this
Imagine one thing in the world that you connect with and commit yourself to it
Really loving it but no hard feelings if you’re not feeling it
Well I gotta tell you that’s me and music!

A weird covenant between me and my heart tryna keep it in one part
But it’s kinda hard when your only company are your thoughts
They’re just cutting through reality feeling like I’m out of my mind somebody should get to me and give me the remedy for my never ending heart ache
So I could avoid these unnecessary heart breaks
Now I don’t know if I came early or I came late but baby I’m really not your soulmate
Even though you did everything to make me come and destroy every single one of your dreams and views
And blame me for leaving that bruise, misused
My mind is loose and I can’t find nobody to screw in the screws
Alright, I’m back sit it back down
Oh great, woah wait why you closing down?
"Please accept my sincere apologies sir but it really seems like everything’s been taken now"
Coming from the gang?
"It was taken"
Poor household ain’t no food?
"Taken"
Fuck the black and white shit?
"It was taken"
Middle European, Hungarian I won’t be mistaken!

Rap Freddie Mercury coming with the (AY-OH!)
You say you got a man but still gonna get (LAID THOUGH!)
In the back of our tour bus but it’s actually an Ignis delivering you the show
I’m sure you’ll be proud in the future for this
My God it’s amazing just to reminisce
Sure it was wondrous but one thing you miss
You want me and I want to forget you exist
It’s not you who with I don’t want to be two
But if I’d controlled my wit I in no way would do
The things that I did tryna to fix up a hole
Rather forget the past just to become a whole
Focus on the blast we’re having right now
Put aside all the trash and just bow down
To the fact that I’m an outcast and broke
Emotionless, cold and scared of the person I’ll grow!
The person I’ll grow!
[OUTRO]
To be or not to be, dead or addicted
If I couldn’t find happiness then why not be depressed
I’ve been lookin for it everywhere to be more glad
And thankful for everything that I’m gonna have
I only find pain in the things that has content
I can only be glad for the things people regret
I only feel comfortable and thankful for my life if I hear about death, I hear about death!
The realest moments that you gonna have is the ones you want to end
I’ve learned that from my dad
Feeling like a burden and a fail only being here just to serve everybody not to have my way
Soaked in fear and still in it but if I don’t fight it
There might be a time when it gets to me
"I just turned seventy" completely wasted my life
Believing my lies I’m no different from the rest
Drowned in the questions I frequently ask
Who are my friends?
Can I conquer myself?
Can I get better than my best?
Can I get better than my best?