When we first met, she was all that I wanted:
A light that reflects off the B.S. I started
I tried to state this a plan, this is when it begins
Even public places I would kiss this girl in and
She was just so beautiful
And I would act so unusual
And as usual I couldn’t stay neutral
I think about the things I said and still get goose chills
My instincts told me not to fuck with her
Let alone fall in love with her
What was once a hollow shell
Now is filled with a purpose. Boy, it must be cold in hell
‘Cause I swore it’d freeze over colder than cold shoulder
Shoulda thought about it first ‘for I got down on my knee for her
Oh well, nothin’ lasts forever
The cut is still deep and it’s barely gotten better, so I go:

Don’t turn around, I won’t see you
I used to pick your face out of a crowd
Now you either blend in or fade out
Don’t make a sound, I can’t hear you
No more, I’m dead to you
Lettin’ you know, buried and gone

Now, as the story moves on, I know it’s not like me to write love songs
But I guess this is kind of a song of love gone
‘Cause every love in my life has gone way wrong
Not before too long I had to find out
As deep as I fell, I couldn’t climb out
But fuck it, back then I’d just break another line out
Pour another drink, try to forget til it’s lights out
But I guess that’s what happens
When you start mixin’ the heart and physical attractions
I remember when you cried you were acting
To make up for the actual feelings you were lacking
And as things spiraled further downward
How could I overhear you tell another guy you go down good?
The love of my life? Yeah right
Just a party girl–somebody’s drunk fun Saturday night
I go: