This is my last goodbye

I wake up every morning to fight the same demons
That left me so tired the night before
Every day feels like walking through fire
I’m so tired of this life, I can’t take it anymore

Feels like I’m stuck inside a shell
That hides the pain I know so well
In this heart of sin does my hell begin
When nothing’s left, we’re everything!

We are more frightened than hurt;
We suffer more from visions than reality

I ask myself: how long can I keep up with this fight?
My world is drowning in the twilight, where the sun doesn’t rise
This nightmare has turned myself into an enemy
The world I’m living in, is the world I have to leave

Feels like I’m stuck inside a shell
That hides the pain I know so well
In this heart of sin does my hell begin
When nothing’s left, we’re everything!

I long for silence, lay me to rest!
This pain will never disappear till I’m gone and dead
I long for silence, lay me to rest!
This struggle will not disappear till I’m gone and dead
Dancing demons at a burning stake
My life became a nightmare when my world turned to gray
Dancing demons at a burning stake
My life is just a misery – so please let me free!

Feels like I’m stuck inside a shell
That hides the pain I know so well
In this heart of sin does my hell begin
When nothing’s left, we’re everything!

We are more frightened than hurt;
We suffer more from visions than reality