J Dilla
I Wrote This Laying In A Hospital Bed
[INTRO]
Ay, make sure you tell the doctor i need more pain pills aight?
This fuckin knife is in my arm and shit, ay if you gonna take that make sure you bring it back though cause i need it aight? deal
Aight I'm recordin now

[HOOK]
Yo, I'm steady trippin' of this world that I'm livin' in
Full of phony pretenders, and punk mothafuckas thinkin they can be my friends

[VERSE I]
Burning inside is what i feel, neglecting the perfect for me, cause im tryna stay hard as steel
But whats the deal
Now im roamin through the lonley road, sittin in a dark corner blowin herb smoke through my nose
Im tryna figure out where i went wrong, stuck in an intersection trying to find my way home
Now im smokin on this mothafuckin remedy
Tryna be somebody who i ain't meant to be, but can't you see the pain that i hold inside
You wonder why im so heartless at times, cause im afraid that this love is gonna me blind
But at the age of 15 i died up inside
Weve came a long way from eating beans and rice
My momma told me "this life was nothin fuckin nice", so we do whats right

[Chorus] x2
So, I'm steady trippin' of this world that I'm livin' in
Full of phony pretenders and n***as tryna be your friend
But they dont even know this shit is trife
You got back stabbin n***as thats wantin to take your life (real quick)