[Verse 1: Otis]
Woke up again all alone just me and my broken soul
I ain't got no where to go
I can't breath no weed I can't even smoke and so
Eat pills cause they calm me down
I'm in deep and I'm starting to drown
So lost and I won't be found until they find me
Bloody dead in the fucking ground
And now I don't know where to go
Seem like everything I try just gets me no where
I don't care I'm sick of that hateful stare
Where the fuck did you go
You're so lucky that I didn't loose control
I wanna rip out your soul threw a bullet hole in your chest
I'm depressed yeah

[Hook: Otis]
The best thing about pain for me
Is that it always straight changes me
I'm in a place where I hate to be
Nobody's saving me
And early grave would be just fine
Cause my time has come and my mind is done
I can't find no one cause I tried to run
And when I die my son
Realize I've come
To reveal the best thing about pain
[Verse 2: Otis]
Yeah watch me fade away
Everything is grey
On my darkest day
I pray and pray still never feel safe
Addicted to the pain and I'll never change wait
Don't go, go slow control no soul
So shes gone and I'm wrong for all the love I give
I don't wanna live
So gimmie that razor blade, bright red colors of my trip engraved
Souls in the wall my down fall late nights in jail
I'm in hell hear my call
Help me give me my life back cause my minds so black
The darkness in fact will make me react
Somebody's getting fucking stabbed, yeah

[Hook]

[Verse 3: Bonez Dubb]
Bring the pain is what everybody be saying
But I ain't playing it to be praying it
Passing away please take me away I'm ready to take it
Fuck it put one in my chest today and put me to rest
No telling what happens when I felt the pain
I feel so alive when the world falls down
I'm keeping it wicked don't fuck around
Can't fuck with the dead in the ground now
Pound to the face when the stress be ticking me out
Keeping the strength for sure though
But no dro will bring the clowns
You can't hurt whats been crushed so many times
Its in a joke to spit a rhyme about my fucked up life
That's right so fuck any pain that you can admit it straight
I contemplate on how many times I can stab your fucking face
Relate, one time for all them kids in the street, yeah
A thousand beats for all the wrong full decisions
At least I gotta little time before I feel my last hurt
So I'mma fuck the whole world up before I'm dead in the dirt
So fuck pain
[Chorus][x2]