[Intro: JL]
Yo, I apologize for how I am
It is what it is man
[Bridge: Jehry Robinson]
Been a slave to the darkness
These days are so important
I waste 'em feeling sorry for me
And I pray that you save me
You say you never save me
It's crazy how you made me this way
[Verse 1: JL]
Ay, went through Hell and it hadn't dawned on me
I had gotten up
Spirit to my cup, lot of THC in my oxygen
Crumbling the weed up between my index and own thumb
Staring to the flame of the flare and I couldn't spot the sun
Signals intercepted, my demons love it when we wrestle
Under the impression you special, they won't forget you
Understand that no one can save you from you except you
Don't expect no Superman du-du-dum to the rescue
Wrong turns, dead ends, I went reverse on the dirt road
Look at where we were at first
What a perfect we were cold
Buried in my workload
The scary smirk on the murk mode
You get through the worst of it
It's work though
[Bridge: Jehry Robinson]
Been a slave to the darkness
These days are so important
I waste 'em feeling sorry for me
And I pray that you save me
You say you never save me
It's crazy how you made me this way
[Chorus: Jehry Robinson]
Said I need the energy yeah
The world keeps slipping
But no one's listen
These inner demons
They keep me slipping
Right off my mission
[Verse 2: JL]
Distorted vision, short it goes
A poor decision-maker
In my feelings and exposing cynical behavior
Hidden tears and I'm at war
The biggest indicator
I been dodging mere Shirley
I was made for something greater
Changes in the atmosphere
Time wind slowly
Pain is written on my face
Who care, try and console me
But the choice of where to go from here
Mine totally
Keep the faith I'm living on a prayer
Jon Bon Jovi
Been this way forever
Really had to question the cause of it
Many repeated lessons I had to learn like an autistic
All of my days I been running together
And I will admit, I'm off a bit
I gotta count my blessings and get off the shit
[Bridge: Jehry Robinson]
Been a slave to the darkness
These days are so important
I waste 'em feeling sorry for me
And I pray that you save me
You say you never save me
It's crazy how you made me this way
[Chorus: Jehry Robinson]
Said I need that energy yeah
The world keeps slipping
But no one's listenin'
These inner demons
They keep me slipping
Right off my mission
[Outro]
Energy yeah
The world keeps slippin'
But no one's listenin'
These inner demons
They keep me slipping
Right off my mission