My First Love ft. Utada Hikaru
[Intro - Ahlsocrazi]
Hmmm
(Heart beats)
(Chortles)
Yeah, alright. Okay. Yo, I'll just be me
(Heart beat sound intensifies)
Whoa
(Laughs)
Gonna be me. Ya know?
(Heart beats)
[Verse 1 - Ahlsocrazi]
Alright, I know this girl
Well, you know what? She rocks my world
Even though we parted ways about three years ago
And well what can I say?
Well, I know there's one thing
And that's that she wore my wedding ring
Not once, but twice and that's because, well, she was my wife
And we couldn't really make it
Nope, but we tried and we didn't fake it
And you know what?
That's okay
Because we were young kids when we got married and I
I guess that's why
I should have listened to my brother that night
When he told me not to do it
But, you know what
If I didn't then I couldn't lose it
And if...
[Hook - Utada Hikaru]
You were always gonna be the one
Then you should know how I wish I could have never let you go
Come into my life again
And don't say no
You were always gonna be the one in my life
So true, I believe I could never find
Somebody like you
My first love
[Verse 2 - Ahlsocrazi]
Alright now, the year was 1999
My friend Pete and I had just come out of Goldeneye
Oh no, wait, it was 'The World is not Enough'
Get it right you stupid, stupid lush
Okay, that's alright
Anyhow, back to Issaquah that night
We were walking to the car
No, wait, that's not right
You guys were too young for that
You were 14 years old and that's what's that
And you heard a girl's voice echo throughout the night
And it was the most beautiful girl you had ever seen
And she'd just walked into your world
Like a hurricane coming to destroy everything
With no mercy in-between
And that was okay
Because you wanted to get washed away in the sands of time
The river of Rhine
The river of Egypt
And the forty-four swine
No wait, dude, don't go absurd
Listen to the word inside of your heart
[Hook - Utada Hikaru]
[Verse 3 - Ahlsocrazi]
Yeah, that's right
She was my first love
She was the only woman I ever dreamed of
And then we got together and things changed
And I don't know why, but everything went away
But, first, it was because of me
You see, I fell apart inside
I looked at porn and I couldn't hide
My ugliness
My dirtiness
And the nastiness inside of me
And that was a triple-three proposition
No, it wasn't a proposition and stop
Listen
Get back on track and talk about your first love
Your first love
No
I can't do that, because that would hurt too, too, too, too bad
And I don't wanna hurt
I don't wanna feel
Because, well
I don't wanna feel
At least, not that pain
Not, not again, man
Not again
[Outro]
(Heart beats)
If I went through that again, it would destroy me
And I can't do that
(Heart beat)
Hmmm
(Heart beats)
(Chortles)
Yeah, alright. Okay. Yo, I'll just be me
(Heart beat sound intensifies)
Whoa
(Laughs)
Gonna be me. Ya know?
(Heart beats)
[Verse 1 - Ahlsocrazi]
Alright, I know this girl
Well, you know what? She rocks my world
Even though we parted ways about three years ago
And well what can I say?
Well, I know there's one thing
And that's that she wore my wedding ring
Not once, but twice and that's because, well, she was my wife
And we couldn't really make it
Nope, but we tried and we didn't fake it
And you know what?
That's okay
Because we were young kids when we got married and I
I guess that's why
I should have listened to my brother that night
When he told me not to do it
But, you know what
If I didn't then I couldn't lose it
And if...
[Hook - Utada Hikaru]
You were always gonna be the one
Then you should know how I wish I could have never let you go
Come into my life again
And don't say no
You were always gonna be the one in my life
So true, I believe I could never find
Somebody like you
My first love
[Verse 2 - Ahlsocrazi]
Alright now, the year was 1999
My friend Pete and I had just come out of Goldeneye
Oh no, wait, it was 'The World is not Enough'
Get it right you stupid, stupid lush
Okay, that's alright
Anyhow, back to Issaquah that night
We were walking to the car
No, wait, that's not right
You guys were too young for that
You were 14 years old and that's what's that
And you heard a girl's voice echo throughout the night
And it was the most beautiful girl you had ever seen
And she'd just walked into your world
Like a hurricane coming to destroy everything
With no mercy in-between
And that was okay
Because you wanted to get washed away in the sands of time
The river of Rhine
The river of Egypt
And the forty-four swine
No wait, dude, don't go absurd
Listen to the word inside of your heart
[Hook - Utada Hikaru]
[Verse 3 - Ahlsocrazi]
Yeah, that's right
She was my first love
She was the only woman I ever dreamed of
And then we got together and things changed
And I don't know why, but everything went away
But, first, it was because of me
You see, I fell apart inside
I looked at porn and I couldn't hide
My ugliness
My dirtiness
And the nastiness inside of me
And that was a triple-three proposition
No, it wasn't a proposition and stop
Listen
Get back on track and talk about your first love
Your first love
No
I can't do that, because that would hurt too, too, too, too bad
And I don't wanna hurt
I don't wanna feel
Because, well
I don't wanna feel
At least, not that pain
Not, not again, man
Not again
[Outro]
(Heart beats)
If I went through that again, it would destroy me
And I can't do that
(Heart beat)