Kill myself, watch the leaves fall down
Earth keep on spinnin' every fuckin’ year 'round (Fuck that stupid girl)
But it always feels the same, so why should I be around?
I been makin' music in the fuckin’ meanwhile (Fuck July)
I don't wanna disappoint my mom, but I know I will
I can never think straight, fill me up with pills
When I go outside, I just pray I get killed
Every fuckin' day, it's really kill or be killed
I can't even eat but I got my first mill'
How I get my first mill' when I can't get a meal?