[Verse 1]
It's taken two different therapists
To tell me what to do to help me wrestle with
The bar I set for love and what I do with it
I want it so bad, but I'm bad at it
Used to love a Friday night in Malibu
And now I never go because I think of you
Never meant to ruin it but you always do
I can't get away, get away from you

[Pre-Chorus]
Oh, and somewhere
There's a balance in self-care
And wanting someone to be there
Is it normal to be scared?

[Chorus]
'Cause I should hate you
Probably do, but I don't want to
All I do is forgive you
Is it normal that I do?
Evеryone I love is worried
All you'vе ever done is hurt me
And it hurts me to love you
Is it normal that I do? (Do, do, do, do)
[Verse 2]
Gotten so good at recovery
Reading all the books and doin' everything
Even give advice like I know anything
But I'm so afraid to heal that it's breaking me

[Pre-Chorus]
Oh, and somewhere (Somewhere)
There's a balance in self-care (Self-care)
And wanting someone to be there (There)
Is it normal to be scared?

[Chorus]
'Cause I should hate you
Probably do, but I don't want to
All I do is forgive you
Is it normal that I do?
Everyone I love is worried
All you've ever done is hurt me
And it hurts me to love you
Is it normal that I do?

[Post-Chorus]
(Nah-nah-nah, normal)
(Tell me I'm normal)
(I know I'm normal)
(So tell me I'm normal)
[Bridge]
Is it normal to lie to all my friends every night?
Is it normal to try to tell myself I'm alright?
Is it normal to say that I still want you that way?
And is it normal to stay in case you come back some day?

[Chorus]
I should hate you
Probably do, but I don't want to
All I do is forgive you
Is it normal that I do?
Everyone I love is worried
All you've ever done is hurt me
And it hurts me to love you
Is it normal that I do?

[Post-Chorus]
(Nah-nah-nah, normal)
(Tell me I'm normal)
(I know I'm normal)
(So tell me I'm normal)
(Nah-nah-nah, normal)
(Tell me that I'm normal)
(I know I'm normal)
(So tell me I'm normal)