I wanna do so much
I wanna be out climbing rocks
I wanna be the only real touch
I wanna be the infinite trust
I wanna be the afternoon lunch
I wanna do the things I never could
I wanna be the one not always
misunderstood I wanna be the good
Not the evil i want everyone to be equal
When no one's around and it's just
Bird sounds i do what it is in life now
Keep trying to scare me about the end
I never cared reasons my mind won't
Bend in reality it's the same fuckin stare
I wanna hear your gossip like oh my gosh
I wanna separate your socks from your
Panties after there washed I wanna
Hear you snoozing all just admire it
And watch I never felt so cold and just
Paused let me just smoke weed and forget
A lot I don't need anyone anymore
I decided to just let it all go I'm to tired
My dead fuckin soul I wanna rip out
My eyes out forever and not see hope
I always had a dark persona it helped
Me just cope but imma get over it
eventually tho don't cry it's ok we all need
To let go I watch over you like my
grandparents but nope if you were writing
It was the marijuana influence I know
I did my shit outta fighting living with
Bro my glow got the best of them i took
Off from them so There ghosts back
In twenty eighteen were did it all go
Fuck everything now gotta battle being
Alone