Lyrics From Instagram Reel

I don't think I'd ever get used to saying your first name again
And, even if I could, I'd still feel the same about you

But I don't ever wanna know
'Cause I don't wanna go
Spending life forgetting your kiss
And I would rather be deceived
Than be in make believe
Spending life forgetting your kiss

Tell me, where am I to go?
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh