I hate you for every single thing you ever did

I promised to stop writing songs about
Wanting to die
But you were in my dream last night
It's ok not to be alright
And I'm not alright
I may never be alright
But that's ok

Whoever said that time heals all wounds
Clearly never met you
Clearly never met you

I tried to forget all the times
I was locked up in my room
With you screaming on Facetime
Cause' I said "Hi" to another guy
Maybe I got high
Could you blame me at the time

I was in love and afraid for my life
You made me afraid for my life
I hate you for every single thing you ever did
And for making me think that I deserved
Any of it
The day I came back to my room destroyed
You locked me in the bathroom
Said "Your body is mine"
I was just tryna find a way out
I was just tryna find a way out

Love doesn't mean getting hit
Nobody deserves the shit
That you did to me
(Die!)
I hate you (Die!) for every single thing you ever did (Die, Die, Die!)
And for making me think that I deserved
Any of it