I feel the potential inside of me, I'm tired of being nothing but a bum
Finally now I believe that I could be the one
I expect the respect of the best when I done
I'm gonna get what I want. I won't accept nothing under
The hope that I hold highest while I'm young
Gotta do it for the old timers, and I come
From the matter that made Osirus, and the sun
Same one I was told I was to become

When my flesh turns into dirt and my time comes
And my best words have been heard and my mind
Unwinds through every memory I've ever had at once
And I move through my last second like it was a month

And a minute like a year like an infinite rerun
From the minute it was finished to the minute it begun
Like I'm living it backwards in an infinite blackness
In the madness of my imagination

Hard days full of heartbreak and pain
That I can't take. feeling halfway to insane
In a dark place. With the class A in my veins
Tryna part ways with the past that I can't change

Bathed by a basehead based in the basement
Saved by a saint, who stayed medicated
Made by a man who never really made it
Heavily sedated could've been and wasted
A ticket to take the test for a little taste
Sitting inside a cell for a bit a H
Withering away like a pigeon in cage looking at
The picture of the past that he pissed away

And no one visiting on visiting day
There isn't a day that isn't the same. so he just sit up in the bunk
Like it living it backwards in an infinite blackness
In the madness of his imagination

Say what I want when I want and when I'm on
I really feel i can't be fucked with. and when I'm gone
I don't care if you don't care cause i don't fear
No man. i ain't going nowhere

When i die. i ain't nothing but food for the worms
I ain't lie. that ain't nothing but the truth and it's hurts
I'm a human. just another civilized monkey
Living my little life. getting my money

A.D grew up on the baked beans
And the dirty bakeries, that's what made me
Old man gave me my first tape he
He played that J.B's. i played spacies

Whenever he had 20 cents to spare
But if he ever had the money for the rent, that's rare
Stepdad did his best to pretend to care
But i was always in my lair. music in my ears
Yeah. never had a skateboard but I had a cardboard
Over the garage floor when we used to dance all night
In the parkour in the carpark raw
On the concrete floor. we fought like a swordfight

But there wasn't ever beef, always all loving
Even when we caught feelings. it was all for nothing
Always had my finger on the re-cord button
And i wouldn't be shit if this art form wasn't

I remember when i didn't have a thing and i was sitting by myself
And ain't nobody give a shit about me then
And no one really gives a shit about me now but what's changed is
I don't give a shit about them

I can live without sitting round bitter bout them
I figured out what i want wrote an album
Gotta put it out when I'm ready, ready when
You are. get a pen. let me vent, let me invent

I don't give a shit about what you think i think
I just wanna make my music and that's it
Shit, got enough live with. as it is. and the business
Is a bitch. and the system

Is a vicious vampire with syphilis
And my mrs misses me cause this is
All i listen to. addicted to ambition
So many bridges i burnt. bitches. i hurt
Relatives i never visit cause i work
All day like my nana isn't on her death bed. all night like a fucking a methhead
I'm too busy trynna be respected by some people i don't even know that i don't even see my best friend
And he went and made me the bestman at his wedding and i went and made beef bout a fucking text man
All i gotta do is swallow pride and apologize like i wasn't right but i can't even press send

What a emo. everywhere that i go, he go. i gotta ego that always needs to get fed
All he wanna do is rhyme he ain't got no time for the woman that he love she just wanna get head
What an asshole. full of shit. like a myan
Doesn't even think about his grandpa dying

Broke like a hymen
On the bottom on the world on an island
That no one gives a fuck about. still trying
But you said you didn't give a fuck. i was lying

Anybody else here scared of dying
Anybody else here weird as i am?

You really wanna know what's in my mind, when I'm high?
See them burning gas balls in the sky in the night?
Ever thought about what happens to you when you die?
Better yet. every thought what happens at the end of time?

When the stars collapse and blow holes in the sky
That eat light years whole in a bite
Life gone like a bright idea in your mind
Like that, right back to the black no life

No space. no time. no light
No sign of no one. oh my
God. you know you. will die
One day. but no one no why