Yoshi (PER)
Calling My Name
[Intro: Hex Rated]
I can hear my casket, it's calling my name
And every day I just live with the pain (Pain, pain, pain)
And every day is a fight to stay clean (Clean, clean)
But any minute I might just go (Just go)
I might just go, I'ma go Kurt Cobain

[Verse 1: Hex Rated]
I was living life wrong, wild as fuck
24/7 just blacked out with that double cup
Hex known to guzzle up, wreck shows, and chop 'em up
White lines all night, then I had e-fucking-nough
Teeth rotting out my face and my spinal cord is fucked
Yeah I almost fuckin' died every night, what the fuck?
I finally sobered up and I'm glad that I did
I got a whole life ahead of me, I live for my kids
I love my wife and love my life, I'm not proud of this shit
I'm just scarеd for the day that my demons visit
I killed 'еm once, I killed 'em twice, it's a long lonely road
Up outta Hell but I know that I'm not here alone (Come on!)

[Chorus: Hex Rated]
I can hear my casket, it's calling my name
And I don't know how much time I've got left on me
And every day I just live with the pain
There's so much pressure on me, it's so much pressure homie
And every day is a fight to stay clean
But I can never never walk down that road again homie
But any minute I might just go (Yeah!)
I might just go (Yeah!), I'ma go Kurt Cobain
[Verse 2: Yoshghost]
I've mastered the art of escaping and I'm reflecting on the way that I've become
I finally did something with myself, I pushed my way out of the dark
In the midst of lackin' ambition, lackin' the vision I found some love
But I'm never really good, I'm always manic on or off the drugs
Why am I hittin'? I know it's an illness
Can't get help and it cracks me up
Laughin' because that's the way that I learned to cope after years of push and shove
So I'm back to my own devices again and again, wonder why I'm like this
Will it ever change? Will the shadow get up off my heels? Will I ever find the strength to fight it?
One thing that I know for sure is no matter what we think we've all been invited
Every day could be great, got a smile on my face but when I'm left in silence
I hear the message and never forget that grave is calling
So I'ma keep on doing my thing until the day I fall in

[Chorus: Hex Rated]
I can hear my casket, it's calling my name
And I don't know how much time I've got left on me
And every day I just live with the pain
There's so much pressure on me, it's so much pressure homie
And every day is a fight to stay clean
But I can never never walk down that road again homie
But any minute I might just go (Yeah!)
I might just go (Yeah!), I'ma go Kurt Cobain