IamAilani
Toxic
[Verse 1:]
Would I be lying if I said I was healing?
I just don't know how to express my feelings
And baby I'm sure that I have my reasons
My reasons for why I think you cheating
Boy you'd think I had it up to the ceiling
But I got used to you getting up and leaving
I guess I'ma have to fight my demons
Yeah, you already know nothing ever comes easy
Do our time and hours have any meaning?
I'm really tired of begging and kneeling
Baby, I'm wasting all of my minutes
Ah, boy you know you're hurting me
I don't think you know that I'm a human being

[Verse 2:]
Baby, what is it that your missing?
Baby, what is it that you not getting?
Please, speak to me and tell me what you can't see
Because I know I ain't crazy, but I'm tripping
But its you-you-you who got me slipping
Sipping and drinking, trying to finish
Wondering why I'm like this and you did it
I know what you're doing and you ain't tryna admit
Like how would you feel if I went and got some dick?
Boy I know, I know, I just know you would flip
You'll try and flip the script and call me the bitch
Oh, only God knows that you the bitch for thinking you slick
Can't hold it anymore and I gotta dead this
Yes, boy I'm sick of it, so that's it
Yeah, that's it, I'ma let you do you while I end this

[Chorus:]
So, so, sick of trying everything
Yeah, cause nothing is working
You caused all my headaches
I just can't get a break
Baby boy this was a mistake
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Can't take all this bullshit another day

[Verse 3:]
You ain't finna play for a fool
I have been holding back and been tryna keep my cool
And I don't have time I got plenty of shit to do
You can't control me anymore I ain't playing by your rules
You think I don't know you
And I know I ain't got any proof
But I don't need to
Baby, I can see right through

[Verse 4:]
Do I have to keep asking questions?
Are you tired of all the sessions?
I just want you to learn your lesson
I just wanna know what's your intentions
There's something bout your body language
Yeah, I know something changed ya
Boy, I don't wanna play your games
Cause you stay giving me pain

[Bridge:]
Baby, I'm (I'm)
Baby, I'm sick
With this (This, yeah)
Oh, no, no

[Chorus:]
So, so, sick of trying everything
Yeah, cause nothing is working
You caused all my headaches
I just can't get a break
Baby boy this was a mistake
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Can't take all this bullshit another day