Part 1: These Days

[Verse 1:]
I don't feel like I'm the only one who's done wrong
But I guess I'm the only one who's to blame, these days
These days, I'm the one who still thinks to that day
The day you, you forgot about me

[Refrain:]
Am I the only one who, who lets me still think about the good and bad about us?
It's just, just that I am the only one who knows that they hid things from me to

[Verse 2:]
And I still stood by their sides
Lending my shoulder for them to cry
When I'm the one who needed a shoulder
I guess I'm the one who didn't get over and over
You
But you chose to believe them instead of me
I just got a lot of insecurities

[Refrain:]
And I let my feelings and problems and pride getaway
I know I gotta get you outta my head
But my love is still there baby
Yours is gone
You've moved on

[Outro:]
Get out my head baby
Just know I have plenty of tears to shed baby
The feelings will never go, baby
But I'm trying to let go, baby
Let go of you, baby

Part 2: Idkwli

[verse:]
But she knew the whole plan, she knew what she was doing
I'm the real one who knew she was screwing
She never loved me
I felt it, I knew it, I realized it, love
But I guess to say, I wasn't ready again
Again, I hurt you, then you, and you (Girl, oh)
And I'm sorry though

[Bridge:]
I guess to say, oh
I don't know what love is
I guess I don't know
I bet I'll never know
Hmm

[spoken interlude:]
You know, I just like, leave all my worries and my problems inside the back of my head and I tend to not realize all the damages I put in there, I guess we can all say ima pretty messed up ass individual, I'ma fuck up, I always fuck up and mess up and won't realize or actually see that, whew, damn, damn I gotta fix myself, fix my everything, my emotional self, and help my mindset.