[Verse 1]
In the past, we're like "sight-see" (sight-see)
I just need you out of my psyche (psyche)
Cigarette in my tight jeans (tight jeans)
All around, just a crime scene (crime scene)
Now I think about the times when we used to play
But I found myself some unity (unity)
How we end up in the deep end? (deep end)
[?] sleepin'
Astro bodies enter me now (enter me now)
Talkin' to the [?]
Walk around when I'm blacked out
All my screams I'm tryna scratch out
Now I'm wondering what could've been (could've been)
Hatе me, but you love it when I sin [?]
I'm just tryna lack-out, I don't see thе end though
Bullshit tends to fade and go, bout to cave into my flows
You just still a stream of immense lows
Isolation make me grow
Stimulation what I show
Deprivation in my soul
Observation overload
I count the days I come and go

[Chorus]
In my head, I don't know
Why you bad for myself
Painting you with these black pastels
That just might be my only farewell
In my head, I don't know
Why you bad for myself
Running 'round with this weight on my shoulders
She in my head, now my blood running colder
[Verse 2]
What we had is too much bliss now
How you gonna understand it?
All this pain I can't stand it
Emotionally in transit
You just had me when you [?]
I just had you in my jacket
I don't know what I'm lackin' (lackin')
Now my ego got me trapped in (trapped in)
You could be my distraction ('straction)
You just take my compassion (passionless)
In my head I'm losing time now
Why you gotta show me out
Sayin' love got me down
Hear my distant body sounds
You just like a demon with a body count
I'm just tryna figure out
Emotionally I'm up and down
I can feel I'm falling down
All these thorns in my crown
Pickin' up the past now
I don't wanna stay if we act out
I-I-I don't wanna stay if we act out

[Chorus]
In my head, I don't know
Why you bad for myself
Painting you with these black pastels
That just might be my only farewell
In my head, I don't know
Why you bad for myself
Runnin' 'round with this weight on my shoulders
She in my head, now my blood running colder