[Intro]
Tsurreal
I know that they want me dead
Dead for years
Woke on the wrong side of the bed

[Chorus]
I know that they want me dead
Bitch I've been dead for years
You can see the pain in my laugh
You can see the pain in my tears
I know that they want me gone
Bitch I've been gone for time
I woke up on the wrong side of the bed, change my mind

[Verse 1]
When he said he was already dead
I don't think nobody knew what he meant
I don't think that they knew hе was in his head
But I know what it's like to just be in your hеad
Not being able to just go to bed, know to live with regrets
Not being able to just forget what you had and to said what you said
I really wish I wasn't, friends with the drugs
But I'm friends with them again
I really wish I could pretend
[Bridge]
I wish I could pretend
Wish I could pretend to make amends
Wish that I could mend up this piece in my heart
That keeps leaking again

[Chorus]
I know that they want me dead
Bitch I've been dead for years
You can see the pain in my laugh
You can see the pain in my tears
I know that they want me gone
Bitch I've been gone for time
I woke up on the wrong side of the bed, change my mind

[Verse 2]
I don't think I'll survive
But I woke up on the wrong side of the bed and I was pleasantly surprised
Just to open my eyes, and have you not by my side
Honestly it's alright, cause my stress has died
And my depression is gone for the night
I think I'll be fine, maybe I'll try
To do what you do and just drown my emotions in bottles of wine

[Bridge]
Drink all the time
Smoke and the pills bring me the thrills
On God I ask why
[Chorus]
I know that they want me dead
Bitch I've been dead for years
You can see the pain in my laugh
You can see the pain in my tears
I know that they want me gone
Bitch I've been gone for time
I woke up on the wrong side of the bed, change my mind