[Intro]
Yeah...
Aye man I just... I just got a couple things I wanna get off my chest..
Put it behind me..

[Verse: Jewlz]
Maybe it's my fault, I shoulda never stopped
So many fans were comin' in thought I was at the top
Fell off my pedastool, what an unlucky soldier
But in the end, it was my cockiness that fucked me over
My vision blurry, but I can make it clear for you
You see I'm scared of something, you won't believe it too
But I'mma tell you, so let's keep this between me & you
The person listening? Yeah my biggest fear is you
Cuz you control where my music goes so you should know
That everything I did wasn't for me, but you also
But you know, I don't think I told you enough
Cuz when my life got rough, that's when my mics turned up
That's when my voice gets heard, like never before
Told my deepest secrets on a mixtape you heard G4
& if you haven't you don't know me
Never thought what I loved would kill me slowly
Can't leave rap alone the game needs me
Even when everyone in my city don't believe me
Try growing up in a town that doesn't support you
But every other state in this country fuckin' adores you
I'm tryna prove that I don't have to be the only one
To make it, just remember that I'm not God's only son
But when it comes to this rap shit I'm the holy one
The chosen one, flow so cold, the booth is frozen son
Fuck it I don't have nothin' to prove
Cuz when you still ain't won shit you still have nothin' to lose
How much longer must I deal wit all the fuckin abuse
I feel you Joey when you askin' what the fuck is the use?
What if I left the game now, would it matter to you?
Or am I just another rapper to you?
If you left me now I wouldn't blame you
At the end of the day this mic's the only thing I can complain to
Without feeling corrupt, without being judged
I live in hatred cuz I grew up never feeling loved
I hear the laughter of people saying they doubt me
But never will they ever think of sayin it around me
Cuz deep down they believe in me
They see it in me, but they don't want me to see it for myself
Look in the mirror tell me what's your reflection
Cuz in me you see hope, but in your soul it's depression
So why you hate me for doing something I'm meant to do?
Music's the only thing that I'm good at you imbecile
N***as is hatin' me not knowing when I rap or spit
My words lift lives this ain't no muthafuckin magic trick
& to my grandma I know you're seein' me struggle
Just wanted to let you know that I love you
These people here on Earth are gettin worse cuz they want me to fall
But if I do you'll pick me back up, I'm ready to ball
I'm ready to get my family the fuck up outta here
I'm sorry for my language grandma, I'm sorry grandpa
But I'm mad..