[Chorus]
So lonely, I can’t take it anymore
So lonely, why you walking out the door?

[Verse 1]
Listen, you know Boyfifty always hits me different
Long time I've been vibin' with em
Painting pictures of myself going shape shifter
I go from confident to hate myself in two seconds
I can't function, I don't get this
I'm still nothing, so keep guessing
But the answer to my question is a second question
Another lesson never learned through adolescence
When we could've just addressed it
Instead of self suppressing
Realizing mid pubescent
I was moving at a lessor pace, impressionable age
I swear I hated myself, my soul was shaded in grey
I just wish I could've loved me but I haven't since the surgeries
When the doctors tried to murder me, keep handing me pills
They tried to burden me I'm weak and I can't even feel
They kept handing me pills
They tried to burden me I'm weak and I can't even feel
I'm so lonely

[Chorus]
So lonely, I can’t take it anymore
So lonely, why you walking out the door?
[Verse 2]
This is genuine the realest shit I ever said
And I was hoping it would show, I’m in my element
I am more than just a flow this is my soul inside a page
Filled with all my pain, I’m dying rich or writing broke
My whole entire life that’s all I wanted
Was just to be something cause nobody ever believed in me
I had this dream, nobody else seemed to see
I told myself so many times, that it’s etched into me
Like a tattoo, and I ain’t even got one, I ain’t have to
It’s scarred into my heart from living life the way I have to
See I’m feeling like I’m standing on edge of a cliff
But this ain’t a fucking dream, there ain’t no waking up from this
So lonely, I'm giving up
I'm giving up

[Chorus]
So lonely, I can’t take it anymore
So lonely, why you walking out the door?

[Verse 3]
And that's the truth
And what hurts the most, was ever loving you
You ripped me down to pieces girl, you broke me into two
And I don't know what I should do
See I'm looking everywhere and everywhere I'm seeing you
In my room, in my car, that's why I keep on sleeping on the couch
And I ain't sleeping that much, I've been smoking too much
I'm just tryna numb myself because I don't wanna feel alive
And that's the truth, and the only place when I can let it loose
Is when I'm rapping in this booth
[Chorus]
So lonely, I can’t take it anymore
So lonely, why you walking out the door?