[Hook: Tony of Hazakim]
In need of your forgiveness cause I'm far away / I'm distant and I'm tripping like a holiday / but I ain't celebrating / and I know that You're waiting but I'm feeling dirty so I'm hesitating but / there's nothing here but death time to run along / Lord I'm comin' home Lord I'm comin' home / please swing open the gates in Your mercy / clean me up and render me pure I'm unworthy /

[Verse 1: Zae da Blacksmith]
Lord I'm in need of your kindness it seems I'm not heeding Your guidance / I wanna be like one who would bleed for his King and Highness but I'm barely making time to take in the mind of Christus / yet I'm steady on the grind to be an advocate of Scripture Lord / I don't wanna be no hypocritical Christian / whether somebody sees it or there's no inner witness / yet I admit that this is the terrible sickness that'll get me in the Scripts till I submit in repentance / what is this / quenching of the Spirit You sent us / when You've made us friends with the One who gives us entrance / what kind of way to thank the Lord do I respond? / when
I used to fast and pray a whole lot more when You first called me / it's like I'm serving over here and serving there but without me being aware I start to fear it's so severe / it's clear that I had my share of worshiping idols / I'm here Lord and now I'm aware that I'm needing revival /

[Verse 2: Zae da Blacksmith]
I'm grinding every day and I forget to get away be still and pray and make my way across a page of where there's grace for me today / disgracefully display indifference for His word and all His wisdom / how can I obey when I clearly display that I can't listen / I'm tripping / I resist when I insist that I'm okay / I must have missed it in the Scripts where Jesus slid to get away / and took a break to seek the Father's face yet I'm so inconsistent / cause if it's not walking in His steps then what else is a Christian / I confess that I'm a poor reflection not much of a witness Lord / I'm asking You to step into this mess I cannot fix it / if You don't give me strength I'll never find a way to make it straight / I know I can't delay or procrastinate like maybe later / feel like I'm suffocating and I hate feeling the victim / help me read and meditate on Christ who reigns as King and Victor / hit the Scriptures with intent to make my heart His dwelling place / I confess and I repent just help me to be still and pray /