[Verse 1]
Five years off the chemicals, I'm still scared of my own brain
Took time but I'm miserable, still scared of my old ways
They ask if I'm fine, I tell them a lie
The truth of the matter I'm broken inside
I'm trying to climb, been fallin' behind
And if I don't make it, don't think I'll survive

[Pre-Chorus]
I can't let my demons out, so I gotta keep fightin'
And I can't let 'em break me down, so I'm just suffering in silence

[Chorus]
So I'm just suffering in silence
I've been suffering in silence

[Verse 2]
Why would you want this life, I don't leave this house
I stoppеd doing drugs, so I don't go out
And people been talking, they been fillin' mе with doubt
Like maybe I should go back on em
Go and buy a brand new bottle then I'll fuck my life up
Go and see the reaper, ask him when's my time up
Pop another pill, black out
Tell 'em I'm done, I'm done
And I can't say all the things that I feel
I just throw away my heart in the furnace
[Bridge]
So go ahead and run, I'll just walk away
Everybody does in the end
Run, I'll just walk away
Everybody does in the end

[Pre-Chorus]
I can't let my demons out, so I gotta keep fightin'
And I can't let 'em break me down, so I'm just suffering in silence

[Chorus]
So I'm just suffering in silence
I've been suffering in silence