[Chorus: Josh A]
Since you died
All I do is drink and cry
Only way to numb the pain
I escape from my chains now
Since you died
All I do is drink and cry
Only way to numb the pain
I escape from my chains now
Since you died
All I do is drink and cry
Only way to numb the pain
I escape from my chains now
Since you died
All I do is drink and cry
Only way to numb the pain
I escape from my chains now

[Verse 1: Josh A]
I wasn't prepared for you to leave the earth
Ain't no way that was you inside of that hearse
I forget you're not here sometimes
I call out your name and that's when I realize
I'll never get to see you again in this life
You'll never be there to wipe the tears from my eyes
I don't even know anymore
I don't even know anymore
I drink away the pain pourin' more
I swear there's so much that I wanted to tell you
So much that I wish you could see
Like how as a person I grew
Or everything that I achieved, yeah
Lookin' all around but
Only you're not there
If there's a God, and there's a heaven I pray you're up there
Hardest lesson ever learned is that life ain't fair
But even though that you're gone, I know you're somewhere like
[Chorus: Josh A]
Since you died
All I do is drink and cry
Only way to numb the pain
I escape from my chains now
Since you died
All I do is drink and cry
Only way to numb the pain
I escape from my chains now
Since you died
All I do is drink and cry
Only way to numb the pain
I escape from my chains now
Since you died
All I do is drink and cry
Only way to numb the pain
I escape from my chains now

[Verse 2: BionicPIG]
How long has it been since the last time we spoke
This room is so empty without you so close
My brain's been playin' with me lately I think I see you there
But it's just me alone
I wish I could've been there
For you more than what I did before you left here
I can't shake these thoughts
I can't shake these thoughts, nah
And I think I hear your voice
Within everything I never had a harder of a choice
Do I stay here?
Do I stay strong?
Do I be gone?
Do I move on?
Or do I wanna stay in your arms?
Will I ever get to say I'm sorry?
Will I ever get to say I'm sorry? Yeah
[Chorus: Josh A]
Since you died
All I do is drink and cry
Only way to numb the pain
I escape from my chains now
Since you died
All I do is drink and cry
Only way to numb the pain
I escape from my chains now

[Chorus: Josh A & BionicPIG]
Since you died
All I do is drink and cry
Only way to numb the pain
I escape from my chains now
Since you died
All I do is drink and cry
Only way to numb the pain
I escape from my chains now

[Chorus: Josh A]
Since you died
All I do is drink and cry
Only way to numb the pain
I escape from my chains now
Since you died
All I do is drink and cry
Only way to numb the pain
I escape from my chains now
[Outro]
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