I pray to god like its the end of the world
But life is meaning less when I wake up without you
Oh god Im a terrible mess today
Oh god Im a terrible mess today
And if I don't ignore the hole in my heart and move on
And by the end of the night I could end up bled to death
Oh God, will I ever get this back? Where I was so long ago…

The city lights seem far away
Are you looking for me?
If I can only make it through this night
Maybe something will bring comfort somehow…

I tell myself that I'll forget about girls
But life is so much more with the touch of someone's skin to mine
My lust has brought me to my knees again
Will I fall on my face without you holding my hand?
But I swear I'll try
I swear I'll try

(I swear I said I'll try)

And Im still so terrified by the crash of the waves
And the sting in my eyes when I can finally see
But Im still so terrified by the lights
And the hands pull me in and I can breathe for the very first time
I can do this
I can do this
I can do this all on my own
If I can only make it through this night
Maybe I will find the thing that I need
I can do this
I can do this
I can do this all on my own
But Im still so terrified
But Im still so terrified