[Chorus]
I want to feel
I want to heal
I want to feel something
Any fucking thing at all

[Verse 1]
I've been so numb for so long
My mind is so fucked, it's gone
Don't know where I am, I'm lost
I can't feel, and it feels wrong

[Chorus]
I want to feel
I want to heal
I want to feel something
Any fucking thing at all

[Verse 2]
All this time isn't mine
And it's fucking my mind
My bad memories shine
All the motherfucking time
And I'm not sure where to go
I'm not sure what to do
In life I'm always left with everything except the clues
For why I'm depressed or
Why there's weight on my chest
Why do I want to be dead?
And would it really hurt my friend?
My arm is constantly red
Many tears always shed
I'm never out of my bed and
I'm always playing pretend
[Pre-Chorus]
Pretending I'm happy
Pretending I'm worth it
Fuck it, fuck this
Fuck it, life's shit

[Chorus]
I want to feel
I want to heal
I want to feel something
Any fucking thing at all