Insolent Myth
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Um, (One)
Hello, (Two)
Ca**ie, (Three)
You still there, (Four)
Oh f**k, (X)
(Are you over me yet?)

Ca**ie
We need to talk
You were all I could think about for so f**king long
I’m not mad
Just f**kin’ sad
Since a couple weeks ago I felt horribly bad
You should’ve seen me
My arms were bleeding
It was you I attempted forgetting
I’m not kidding
I was constantly thinking of ending it
So right now everything I’ve been thinking I’m venting it
Are you even alive I’m f**king losing my sh*t
I almost put a gun to my head
I kinda wish I was dead
I almost hung myself by my neck
I kinda just want you back

I’m needing you more than ever
Communications are severеd
I’m never gonna feel bettеr
I’m using music as a letter
For you to know
That without you I’m alone
Dad can I have back my phone
Cuz I think after a few more songs I’m about to be gone
Gone to Hell
Can’t you tell
I’m depressed
F**ked in the head
I know everyone’s pain and I just wish that I was dead
Should I fill my head with lead or put a knife in my chest
I’ve met tons of girls but nevertheless you were always the best
A little bit of me
Is the monster I don’t won’t to be
My knife has blood dripping from the tip and I’m shaking vigorously
Seriously, my life is going to end miserably
I’m cutting continuously
I hate school and just sit here obliviously
My teachers teach ignorantly
I’m needing more therapy
At night it’s hard to breathe
My happiness is broken now and all I do is worry
I’ve been grounded for so long just put me in the ground dead
I’m scared to do it myself
(Somebody tell me that there's a lighter side of hell)
(*Crying*)

I just want you back!
Ca**ie f**kin’ come back!
I miss you!
Come back!
Please!
Please!
Please!
PLEASE!

(*Crying*)

(*Mumbling*)

(I don’t…… want to leave you…… here alone……
Without me……
I don’t…… want to see you…… here alone……
Without me……
Everyone…… always leaves me……
I don’t know…… how far I’ll make it……
Without…… y-y-you……
Cutting……
Trying……
No stopping……
The…… p-p-pain……
It brings me closer……
To you……
Wherever that is……
I guess…… I’ll see you there…… s-s-soon……)
(*Crying*)

(*Screaming*)

IT BURNS!
IT HURTS!
YOU’RE GONE!
I’M GONE!
SO LONG!
I JUST…
I WANT…
I JUST…
I WANNA DIE!
I WANNA DIE!
I WANNA…
DIE!
CAN’T LIVE!
CAN’T STAND!
I CAN’T LIVE!
NOT ANY…MORE!
I CAN’T…
LIVE…

(*Heavy Breathing*)

NO MORE...
NO MORE…
PAIN…
NO MORE…
NO MORE…
HATE…
LIES…
HATE…
LIES…
DESPISE…
END MY LIFE…
KNIFE…
CUTS…
DEATH…
BLOOD…
SHUT…
UP…
F**K…
LOVE…
GOODBYE…
GOODBYE…
GOODBYE…
GOOD…BYE…
DON’T LEAVE…
DON’T LEAVE…
DON’T LEAVE…
DON’T…
(*Crying*)

(I can’t… I can’t do this…
You left… you’re gone…
You’re dead… and it’s all my f**king fault…
I hate myself… I guess I’ll see you in Hell…
I’m on my way…)

(*Knife Stabs*)

(*Body Falls Down*)