Some would call it forthright
But I would call it cocaine crazy
Calling off the spotlight
Running off the gods that made me

I'm not afraid to die
I lied, I lied, I lied

And people all around me
Are telling me I'm so damn lucky
While getting what I wanted
I became god-damn ugly

I'm not afraid to die
I lied, I lied, I lied

I guess I'll keep on trying
Fight off the drinks
And constant lying
When people try to save me
It's me, myself, I'm always blaming

I'm not afraid to die
I lied, I lied, I lied