[Verse]
Lifetime is longer than I thought it'd be
But it took 'til now 'til it dawned on me
Talked 'bout forever like it'd always stay
And I closed my eyes
And the colours changed

[Chorus]
This ain't what I thought I'd choose
I lost you but I lost me too
I'm staring at a different view of where I thought I'd
Be now that the good's gone bad
That my dreams ever look like that
Guess I still mourn the death of
Who I thought I'd be

[Verse]
You were the only pain I felt at first
When time takes that something elsе still hurts
Cuz' there's a ghost out therе that looks like me
Making memories that I'll never see

[Chorus]
This ain't what I thought I'd choose
I lost you but I lost me too
I'm staring at a different view of where I thought I'd
Be now that the good's gone bad
But my dreams never look like that
Guess I still mourn the death of
Who I thought I'd be
Who I thought I'd be
[Verse]
One day maybe I'll be free
So my past can rest in peace
Cause I can't keep wondering
Where I thought I'd
Be now if it kept on going
So sure but we never know it
Guess I'd still mourn the death of
Who I thought I'd be