[Verse 1]
Wander through your house in the night
I wish that you would breathe me to life
I know that you're alone out there
I'm falling backwards up your stairs
Eyes are overflowing with tears
Is nothing truly as it appears?
I hope and pray that you're still here
I close my eyes and disappear
Left me to bleed on the floor
In this armor of thorns
I don't really know if I'm ready for that
Skyscrapers burn and collapse
My heart is breaking
It's taking every ounce of self control
No, you don't have to say it

[Pre-Chorus]
When I'm alone I play it over and over again
Feels like I'm living with a nuclear bomb in my head
And I just want it to stop
'Cause I can't take anymore
Of this self control
I feel it coming and now

[Chorus]
When I'm alone I play it over and over again
Feels like I'm living with a nuclear bomb in my head
And I just want it to stop
'Cause I can't take anymore
So I'm letting go
And any moment I'm afraid that we're about to explode
[Verse 2]
Step into the ocean alone
I wash away and turn to seafoam
I feel you in the salt-laced air
Our love is chemical warfare
Caught in the eye of the storm
Wish I was never born
Everywhere lighting and thunder, they crash
Turn back the time and run back
I'm always choking
I'm hoping that one day you might come home
My beating heart is fading

[Chorus]
Your favorite song is playing over and over again
Feels like I'm living with a nuclear bomb in my head
And I just want it to stop
'Cause I can't take anymore
Of this self control
I feel it coming and now
When I'm alone I play it over and over again
Feels like I'm living with a nuclear bomb in my head
And I just want it to stop
'Cause I can't take anymore
So I'm letting go
And any moment I'm afraid that we're about to explode
[Outro]
I feel that we're about to explode, yeah
And any moment I'm afraid that we're about to explode
Wander through your house in the night
I wish that you would breathe me to life
I know that you're alone out there
I'm falling backwards up your stairs