Stuggling to find the words to what I'm feeling
It's 3 A.M. and I'm still staring at my ceiling
I'm getting use to feeling numb It's kind of grieving

Passin' time by gettin' High cus' nothing's healing
Summer night sky peaking through my window
It's 4 A.M. and my head's shoved into my pillow
Lately I've been movin' wherever the wind blows
I don't give a fuck about a thing I'm stuck a zero

And no I'm not alright
There's no point in even askin'
It's 5 A.M. and I'm laying in my casket
Clouds in my head fog my thoughts like a has been
It's been over a year and I don't even know what happened
Never got to say goodbye
Or save your life
So much fucking wasted time
Leave mе behind
The answers I can't seem to find
Sеarched far and wide
It's 6 A.M. and I think I'm giving up tonight

Is living like this really worth it when your dead
Now its 7 A.M
And I'm still stuck in my head
I love to beat myself up
And push away all my friends
Treat everyday like my last
Cause' who knows when It'll end
She said just talk to me tonight
I'll be gone in the morning
I'm no good at goodbyes
Say I'm fine, but I'm hopeless
Runnin' out of time tryna find some remorse
When I break myself down and start to listen to the voices