(Intro)

If only, if only
You knew, you knew

Suffocating
Is an understatement
Cause I can’t breathe without you, can’t breathe with you

(Hook) - Ariana Grande

I am on a plain terrain (oh)
Nothing surrounds me but too much pain
Insane
And I … tell people I’m fine
Crowds and crowds every single night
But it won’t erase what’s in my journal

(Verse 1)

Faces don’t relate anymore
Spaces are too empty … to explore
And I wish … my life was back
But it soared
And I wish … you’d relate
A little more
(Hook)

I need attention (oh)
I need attention here
I cannot find out (no)
The reason that I am here

Cause I am in these shackles
And they hold me down
And when I let my heart out
I still don’t feel found

I am on a plain terrain (oh)
Nothing surrounds me but too much pain
Insane
And I … tell people I’m fine
Crowds and crowds every single night
But it won’t erase what’s in my journal

(Verse 2)

No one reads it so they don’t know
Know, know, know, know
You used to be there but now you’re gone
Gone, gone
I don’t have the bestie I want
Cause I’m not allowed to show them I’m hurt
If I could .. I would do this again
Remembering times I felt so … normal
(Hook)

I need attention (oh)
I need attention here
I cannot find out (no)
The reason that I am here

Cause I am in these shackles
And they hold me down
And when I let my heart out
I still don’t feel found

I am on a plain terrain (oh)
Nothing surrounds me but too much pain
Insane
And I … tell people I’m fine
Crowds and crowds every single night
But it won’t erase what’s in my journal