A KATO Production
I always find myself on some couch sparkin' purple
And maybe watch a little TV with my car commercials
A little coffee with my sugar rabid street
When you cross, look first before the traffic speaks
I trade cash for weed, plant the seeds, slit Jack for his beans
And now the magic tree he used to have now belongs to me
I do a lot of rhyming, so stop trying body mindless
Taking Xanax I got barred out and forgot to find it
I'm not the brightest when I'm high as shit
With a science to a scientist when he dies from it
Made a dynamite stick and blew up his entire crib soon as we lighted it
Ne-Never wake up to alarm clocks, I fall asleep to them
Every time I leave my crib I swear I'm in a dream again
Lucid walking through the darkness
Vulnerable human carcass
You just don't know what it's like to be this confused and heartless

[Hook]
Do you know
What it's like
To be alone
When it's cold at night
The door swings in the cold wind
It was kicked open
Talking to the culprits, this is what they told me
Do you know
What it's like
To feel lost in familiar places
Running down the hallway
I can hear the walls breathe
As the evening whispers it calms me
I'm leaving more piss than water like an unflushed toilet
By sunset you're gonna need a new microwave to put foil in
Toilin' spoilin', I enjoy destroying shit I'm poisonous
The poison dripped on vocal cords and made my voice itch
I deploy clips and spit words until my lips hurt
You as gay as the introvert with pink hair that skips to work
So help yourself like a sick nurse with a bomb chest
With a contest to start doing what your mom says
Too many people talk, it's like a cafeteria
Without the chewed bites, food fights and bacteria
Fuck a voice, I'll write a note and leave it here for ya
So you can understand where I'm coming from, I'm serious
It all started back when I was a sophomore
New York to Texas, shitty grades I was taught wrong
Must have been the teachers fault, she said I don't even belong
They got it twisted like "My homework tried to eat my dog"
My doctor said I'm a genius, but I didn't believe him
I said I'm tired of breathing so I tried to leave him
So if I die this evening due to suicidal feelings
Don't ask me why 'cuz I don't got a reason
Sometimes I feel this way, it's weird to say I fear my fate
Clear my brain, it's weird to hear my spirit pray so I pretend my ears are fake

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