[Verse]
I've been researching painless suicide methods
I'm considerin' calling up the suicide hotline
But I have social anxiety and that stuff is hard for me
I find it hard to breathe when I'm around you
Mom's gonna divorce dad if he doesn't stop drinking
I'm sorry to say sorry, I don't know what I was thinking
Girlfriend's off to college and she's gonna make some friends
She'll have no time for me and our relationship will end
And, no, I'm not insecure and, no, I can't be jealous
Don't tell me all my actions are because I'm overzеalous
Because I know it's true