(The Kevin Bennett)
VERSE 1
Walking up and down empty roads
Destination don’t got one
Just me myself and these mental notes
At this point I believe I wrote novels
Got a composition subconscious
Im in no calm position just anxious
Like i’m on a box spring I ain’t gotta mattress
Always had to cover myself without blankets
So I toss and turn often
And when the lights turn off I get lost in my thoughts
All the images coming in to my head so clear
When i’m in the dark but the sleep quality gone
Everyday is a blur 144P
I don’t meet the standard definition of me
Gotta live for K (4K) E V
But I can’t seem to
I don’t even wanna look at thе screen
[Why What Would You See?]
BRIDGE 1
But what I see is a Burden, he’s equal to fеces and vermin
Peep trough the curtain it seem that you people are perfect
And i’m just that creature observing
Living life with a meaningless purpose, feel like i’m speaking in cursive
My perception and my reason uncertain
But im the furthest from a Phoenix emerging
Tell me!
(The Kevin Bennett)
CHORUS
Why am I ashamed of who I am?
And I can’t let it go, No
Why am I in pain and it just won't end?
Tell me cause i’ll never know
Why am I so broken why am I so low?
No matter where I lay my head I never feel at home
Tell me Why do I complain about who I am, this is who I am
This is Who I Am
(Zach B)
VERSE 2
Met this feeling one too many times, of all different kinds
Though I can’t forget no matter what I try, couldn’t clear my mind
Everything I love’s becoming black and white
Toss and turning every single night
They said that time can heal and they’re prolly right
Tryna tell myself that everything’s alright
I wanna figure this out, and I don’t know why
That I think I need someone else, it’s all in my mind
Even though I know that it might help, it always takes time
But I swear that Imma find myself, and climb through hell
BRIDGE 2
Don’t know why I feel the way that I do
Yet I’m trying even when im destined to lose
Got me fucked up i’ve been jumping through hoops
Convince myself instead of take in the truth
I’m mistaken think i’ve lost a bit of my passion
Breaking and unsure how long i’ve lasted
Take in every moment while we have it
But in truth a part of me is always asking
(The Kevin Bennett)
CHORUS
Why am I ashamed of who I am?
And I can’t let it go, No
Why am I in pain and it just won't end?
Tell me cause i’ll never know
Why am I so broken why am I so low?
No matter where I lay my head I never feel at home
Tell me Why do I complain about who I am, this is who I am
This is Who I Am
BREAKDOWN (The Kevin Bennett)
Why am I so ashamed?
Why do I feel this pain?
Why am I still this way?
Why does my same old brain, just keep on asking questions
(The Kevin Bennett)
CHORUS
Why am I ashamed of who I am?
And I can’t let it go, No
Why am I in pain and it just won't end?
Tell me cause i’ll never know
Why am I so broken why am I so low?
No matter where I lay my head I never feel at home
Tell me Why do I complain about who I am, this is who I am
This is Who I Am