[Intro: Cristian Moya]
Don't really think I'm liking it in here
I don't feel good, 'cause I fear
Whoever may be standing in my ear
Is a hurtful, lonesome man, and
[Chorus: Cristian Moya]
I don't wanna say if it's just me
But, I feel like we've dug ourselves too deep
I wanna take a look around
And gather the lessons, gather the lessons
And realize
The answer is the question, and
I don't wanna
I won't fold
I need a bigger thought, another lesson
I don't wanna
I won't fold
I need a bigger thought, another question
[Verse 1: Zach Boucher]
Deep in the surface
I've been, searching for purpose
Certain I don't have a plan
Can barely say that I've been worth it
I've been hurtin, workin, learnin
Never said that I deserve this
I've been doing this for so long
Yet pick apart all my verses
I'm flawed, I get it
Some shit I say I've regretted
Can only put back the pieces
And that's the bar that I'm setting
I try to better myself
But couldn't without a lesson
I bottle this negativity
Point it like it's a weapon
I'm tryna write me a message
So I can read it back and polish
I learn from my mistakes
Way more than a book from college
I've got so many white lies
That I lock inside of the closet
No other option in this gossip
So I wouldn't break a promise
Yeah, I'm fucked
But I learn to try and deal with it
Never given up
Yet, at least, cause there's no fearing this
Do this for me peers that sticked
Drive my dreams, I'm steering bitch
Visions in my head that aren't just cleared just yet
I hope that y'all are hearing this, cause
[Chorus: Cristian Moya]
I don't wanna say if it's just me
But, I feel like we've dug ourselves too deep
I wanna take a look around
And gather the lessons, gather the lessons
And realize, the answer is the question, and
I don't wanna
I won't fold
I need a bigger thought, another lesson
I don't wanna
I won't fold
I need a bigger thought, another question
[Verse 2: Collective]
Bitchin' and complainin'
I've been stewing in this rumination
It's how I spend my Tuesday night
Sitting in my room and hatin'
I should be doing something
Till that I'm approved for greatness
Proving that this hatin'
Is rubbing off from the ruined graces
But I don't wanna bother
In fact, I'm doing nadda
I wanna pop off
Been walking all along the bottom
I'm like a river boat
That's up against a whole armada
Focused on the fear
That I'll be drowining in this fucking water
Standing for myself
Facing off against a titan
Should be taking notes from David
And his take on fightin'
I learned the lesson that these Goliaths just aren't as frightnin'
As long as you approach it right, you can fucking slay the giant
So here I go again
Preaching like I know what's up
Trying to share the lessons
That I learn while I am growing up
I'm not a wise man
But what I know is fairly simple
Every action that you make
Has an effect that ripples
[Outro: Cristian Moya]
I don't wanna say if it's just me
I still feel there's secrets I should keep
I wanna take a look around
And gather the lessons, and gather the lessons
And realize, the answers are the questions, and
I don't wanna
I won't fold
I need a bigger thought, another question