Verse 1 [Zach Boucher]:
I don’t mean to get violent, I resign it
I was used to keeping silent
Call me Violet
This is what I keep inside*
But I couldn’t hide it
Though I’ll be fine
If only I could be divided
Feel like a hybrid
Inside I was broke, never had a fix
So into my mind, I would choke
Wish I never did
I say I’ll be fine
But I know since I was a kid
I would always lie to myself, I could never win
Just another face in the crowd, tryna fit in
Always tend to get this hate to push down
We were differеnt
I was never really safе all around, who would listen
And I wish I could change for you now, but I didn’t
I was in it to better myself
But never thought, I’d be lost in the process*
I knew I needed your help
You’re all I got
This is not just an option
It’s a promise
Chorus [SailorUrLove]:
I’ve never been so lost in my own mind
Something’s going on with me
I feel it in my soul
Feel it in my bones
I thought I hid it well
But I’m breaking, I can tell
I don’t know what’s become of me
I haven’t been myself
I feel like someone else
Is there something wrong with me?
No, I haven’t been myself
I feel like someone else
I need help

Bridge [Zach Boucher & SailorUrLove]:
I’ve tried to escape from this hell
How could they not see that I haven’t been myself?
Look, this is not me
Just too afraid to be helped
I’m just exhausted
Always lost within my doubts
I wish I could stop pretending to
Be someone else
I’m not myself
So lost in my own mind that…
I need help
Verse 2 [Zach Boucher]:
I gotta get a grip, ‘cause I know I never did
Always in my head so much, thinking you were innocent
Showing me a way to cope, I don’t know if this is it
Just to get away and try to change into a different kid
So I need to heal, or live with this being real*
I’m slowly becoming numb
Don’t even know what to feel
I’ve thought about giving up, I’m using that as a shield
I’m not even sure what I wanted to keep sealed
In the end always tried to escape from me
With no friends
I pretended what they could see
Felt condemned ‘cause of them
For this vacancy
I did it all to myself and it’s breaking me
I hate that we had suffered
‘Cause I had been selfish
Lost in my thoughts again, and couldn’t help it
Guess I was over obsessed
A little depressed
‘Cause honestly I’ve never felt this

Chorus [SailorUrLove]:
I’ve never been so lost in my own mind
Something’s going on with me
I feel it in my soul
Feel it in my bones
I thought I hid it well
But I’m breaking, I can tell
I don’t know what’s become of me
I haven’t been myself
I feel like someone else
Is there something wrong with me?
No, I haven’t been myself
I feel like someone else
I need help
Outro (Copy Of Bridge) [Zach Boucher & SailorUrLove]:
I’ve tried to escape from this hell
How could they not see that I haven’t been myself?
Look, this is not me
Just too afraid to be helped
I’m just exhausted
Always lost within my doubts
I wish I could stop pretending to

Be someone else
I’m not myself
So lost in my own mind that…
I need help
(First half repeats with reverb during second half)

* Lyrics in video are incorrect for this line