[Chorus]
I want to let go, but I can't, would somebody give me a chance
And lately I move when alone while I can, it's not like they would understand
It's all how I carry my own, I always ran, hate the unknown, lend me your hand, not many close
And not many fans, I feel like a ghost, but my feet are planted, couldn't let go
I guess I'm alone, I'm not who they chose, again on my own
It's probably a hoax, how can I approach if they look at me like a joke
Now it's like I'm losing any shred of hope, I've got this fear of losing everyone close
I'm not the one they should provokе, just avoid the smoke, I want to let go

[Verse 1]
Gonna show thеm why they don't contest
Lately I've been so conflicted, they know I'm different, not many doing their best
So take a step in my vision, I kept my distance from the truth I can't accept
Thank you for all I was given, sorry I hid all my feelings inside of my head
It's difficult, tryna compare to you's miserable, always would put you above me
You were the pinnacle, with you I just feel invincible, thought I was happy go lucky
It's kind of pitiful, I might be turning invisible, but they just see that I'm bubbly
Another typical day, it's turning grey, the world to me hasn't been sunny

[Chorus]
I want to let go, but I can't, would somebody give me a chance
And lately I move when alone while I can, it's not like they would understand
It's all how I carry my own, I always ran, hate the unknown, lend me your hand, not many close
And not many fans, I feel like a ghost, but my feet are planted, couldn't let go
I guess I'm alone, I'm not who they chose, again on my own
It's probably a hoax, how can I approach if they look at me like a joke
Now it's like I'm losing any shred of hope, I've got this fear of losing everyone close
I'm not the one they should provoke, just avoid the smoke, I want to let go
[Verse 2]
Couldn't really find myself, never really cared a bit for my health
Been telling myself some lies that I would keep inside and I would say I'm fine, but need help
They know I'm a chariot, pain, I'mma carry it until there ain't a shadow left in the area
The moves from the movies don't even compared to this, need to put aside my ego and bury it
This feeling's lucid, yeah, I'm a nuisance, I needed cupid, he never came
Was I excluded, give me your two cents, I'm used to losing, what can I say
Thoughts are abusive when I'm with you, they always go mute at the sight of your face
Never know what I should do, don't mean to be rude, but truth is I needed to say

[Outro]
I couldn't let go, I guess I'm alone, I'm not who they chose, again on my own
It's probably a hoax, how can I approach if they look at me like a joke
Losing any shred of hope, losing everybody close, I'm not the one they should provoke
I want to let go