[Chorus: The Kevin Bennett]
Been running away, I've been so faithless
Been keeping my distance anytime I place
Why am I so afraid? I don’t know why I'm so afraid
It's just something in my brain that’s telling me to run from you
I don't trust you in the morning, don't trust you in the evening
I don't trust you out in public, I don't trust you when I'm sleeping
No, it's not something you get used to
[Verse 1: Zach B]
Getting out of my head was not likely
Struggling when tryna get ahold of my psyche
Always stuck and overthinking things I know that I might be
Now it's like no one even needs a reason to spite me
But I think I’m getting better slightly
When I try to tell them off, I do it politely
Hate that I do it a lot, they try to entice mе
Left me herе alone, they wouldn’t know what it's like, we’ve
Witnessed what our limit is, and swear I'm not done yet
Always been afraid to move on, and feel loveless
Spending every minute with you until there's none left
We'll watch the sunset, yeah, that’s enough sad, look
I was busted and bruised with a pain in my wrist
Put my trust into you every day 'cause we clicked
Out of luck and confused my mistakes are a risk
I've been stuck in this room, and it's making me sick
[Chorus: The Kevin Bennett]
Been running away, I've been so faithless
Been keeping my distance anytime I place
Why am I so afraid? I don't know why I'm so afraid
It's just something in my brain that's telling me to run from you
I don't trust you in the morning, don't trust you in the evening
I don't trust you out in public, I don't trust you when I'm sleeping
No, it's not something you get used to
[Verse 2: Zach B]
It only took one night for me to open my eyelids
It's so easy just to soak in the silence
Someone gotten greed, and try to bring it to violence
And they don't believe when I say my flowers are dying
'Cause I was small in a world so big
And just keep falling the more that I dig
How can I resolve it? It's always been bricked
And I'd never start calling the ones I love pigs
Was tryna get out when I'm stuck inside of this dread
This is not the time of night I'll be living again
It's starting to feel like I'm needing more than a friend
I wanna wake up, but we'll never know when it ends
And you kept me to yourself like you put my heart in a vase
And I tend to feel like it's just so hard to relate
Hurts to hold the memories that I'm tried to erase
And wish I could admit you were difficult to replace
[Chorus: The Kevin Bennett & Zach B]
Been running away, I've been so faithless
Been keeping my distance anytime I place
Why am I so afraid? I don't know why I'm so afraid
It's just something in my brain that's telling me to run from you
I don't trust you in the morning, don't trust you in the evening
I don't trust you out in public, I don't trust you when I'm sleeping
No, it's not something you get used to