[Chorus: Sailorurlove]
Look, those who are closest
They ain't proud, and I take notice
Yeah, they're doubting all my motives
Keep my head down, I stay focused
Pour my soul into these lyrics
Spell it out, yeah, they don't hear it
Yeah, it's got me thinking
Maybe I should keep it to myself
I got them high high standards that burrow like a cancer
Eating at my mental like a question with no answer
I don't know what they want from me
If I find it, maybe I should keep it to myself

[Verse 1: Sailorurlove]
Those who are closest
They ain't proud, and I take notice
They must be joking
My whole life they've been supporting
Now I'm changing up my fortune
Not their vision, so they choking
I'm so tired of being broken
Life's a mess, no sugar coating
And I know this is only temporary
I got dreams I know are legendary
And I've never been one to fail
I get what I want, yeah, I know I'll prevail
So take a seat
If you're lucky, you'll sit with me
Only friends are VIP
Lately they're few and far between
I'm still finding what I need
I know I won't fall to greed
Take my time, but I'll succeed
Yeah, I'm moving at my speed
I know my worth, I'm getting better
With choosing who deserves my time and whether
I should put in the work when I ain't got time for hurting
Yeah, I've been burned as I grew, I've been learning
[Chorus: Sailorurlove]
Look, those who are closest
They ain't proud, and I take notice
Yeah, they're doubting all my motives
Keep my head down, I stay focused
Pour my soul into these lyrics
Spell it out, yeah, they don't hear it
Yeah, it's got me thinking
Maybe I should keep it to myself
I got them high high standards that burrow like a cancer
Eating at my mental like a question with no answer
I don't know what they want from me
If I find it, maybe I should keep it to myself

[Verse 2: Zach B]
I know they think about me
It's way too easy just to keep it in, and more than often I don't wanna speak
But kinda wish I could be free, hah, now I think it's a disease, fuck
I'm the enemy that holds me back from the one I truly wanna be, hah
Good to go as much as I can
Even if they never lend a hand
Surprised that they had given me a chance
Truly thought I'd be who they can't fucking stand
Yeah, I'll be damned
Thought I'd try to tell you in advance
That I promise, they can't change who I am
Keep my goals in line and follow on my plans
I've got a vision, and I'm sticking with it
Never one who tried to fit in, even for a minute
Guess I wanted something different
Then prove them wrong, so I can say I did it
What I wouldn't do to hear them all admit it
Even some would tend to give a look to me
Like it's impossible, although it clearly isn't
Don't suppose that anyone would listen
Couple holes in my optimism
Hope I know to pick the right decisions
Only obstacle is that I can't forgive them
Lately in rough condition
Don't know if I'mma stay stuck within it
One way to go and have yet to give in
All I ever wanted was to make a difference
[Chorus: Sailorurlove & Zach B]
Look, those who are closest
They ain't proud, and I take notice
Yeah, they're doubting all my motives
Keep my head down, I stay focused
Pour my soul into these lyrics
Spell it out, yeah, they don't hear it
Yeah, it's got me thinking
Maybe I should keep it to myself
I got them high high standards that burrow like a cancer
Eating at my mental like a question with no answer
I don't know what they want from me
If I find it, maybe I should keep it to myself

[Outro: Sailorurlove]
If I find it, maybe I should keep it to myself
Maybe I should keep it to myself
Woah, I got these high high standards
High high standards