[Verse 1:]
Torn hand grips the sullen dirty mass
Pulling tighter as if this were all her muscles were built to do
She curls her body inward to suggest a kind of helplessness
A voiceless call to anyone who would come to pull her through
She takes a look behind her to assess the situation
There's no one around, she relaxes for a moment to catch her breath and think
In the aftermath of the horror, she is reduced to a basic system
Shе conjures a bit of her enеrgy to release, and she sings

[Refrain:]
Hope how I'd love to feel you now
Hope how I'd love to feel you now

[Verse 2:]
Hours later, she is within a curtain of ash
In a last attempt to reclaim herself, she thrashes and yelps to cleanse
The sky is red and all around the scene there are bodies that look familiar
Hollowed fragments of a past that she has tried so hard to forget
Upon the sight of her current existence, she screams into the night
I'm fucking scared!
I'm so fucking scared!
I just want to remember the little things!
I'm fucking scared!
I'm going to die out here!
I'm gonna die alone out here!
Oh god
I'm gonna die all alone out here and nobody wants to help!
[Refrain]
Hope how I'd love to feel you now
Hope how I'd love to feel you now

[Chorus:]
After crisis you do not return to who you were
You choose to remain or change for the worse

[Instrumental]

[Chorus:]
After crisis you do not return to who you were
You choose to remain or change for the worse
After crisis you do not return to who you were
You choose to remain or change for the worse