my relationships hang
like broken spider-
webs in the sun

blue silver holes
gape like spotlights
when the wind blows

do i try to mend
the old web or build
a brand-new one?

i'm tired of spinning, though / tired of keeping afloat /
no life buoys left / on the inside of my boat

who do i make myself start over? /
how is this my life / how do i override

my factory settings