󠁪im so sorry (& im back)

So I guess
A lot of things has changed
But also fucking nothing
I'm still the same
And I'm still learning
Trial and error
Im always fucking failing
But the way i failed in your eyes, really got me thinking
I can't really change
But I will die trying
Suppress all the filth
Be a fucking decent human being?
Leave it up to me
To fuck it all up
After all, it is my life
I'm sorry I let you down

So hey, I'm back
Same stories different people
Think by now I should've been wiser
But I can't live up
To who you want me to be
But I'll get back up on my feet
I'm so sorry
I'm so sorry
I'm so sorry
Say I'm a xo_willow clone
While you make fucking scenecore
Have you ever heard something like this?
I think you are full of shit
I have the right tools in my hands
A little bit of talent in my brain
A few things I want to say
Your sound is awful it's all the same

I don't care about you people
Sharing your songs in discord servers
Friends jerking off in the comments
Stressing over numbers and plays

Say what you want about me
Too many friends lost, I stopped counting
You know I'll always be there if you change you're mind
But I can't see in your head, so for now it's goodbye

So hey, I'm back
Same stories different people
Think by now I should've been wiser
But I can't live up
To who you want me to be
But I'll get back up on my feet
I'm so sorry
I'm so sorry
I'm so sorry
I'm so sorry