The Avalanches
Self Vilification
[Verse 1]
It’s me Talani Four
Found myself an open mic
You’ll prolly just show me the door
Not gonna see me any other night
I might
Start a fight
Say some things that arent quite right
Get banned from everywhere
And take my flight
Go out of sight
Makin no sense like thirsty dudes on the internet
Lifes a cringe compilation days full of regret
Fallin constantly for girls i ain't never met
Declined from my dream school but at least i ain't got no debt
Yeah
Its wacky
See me tweet
Every week
Garbage every timе I speak
Listenin to kkb
Whenеver i beat my my meat
It’s a life filled entirely of remorse and pain
My whole life I considered myself truly insane
All day, a flow of trash circulates my brain
Strokes of genius with an unfortunate dark strain
Im degenerate
Suicide, considered it
But im absurdist
Stayin lucid while I’m throwin shit
[Chorus]
This motherfucker here is so crazy
Put your hands in the air for Ea the playa
This motherfucker here is so crazy
The chaos child from the future that’s tonight’s feature yo
This motherfucker here is so crazy
Bringin anarchy might wanna run away from me
I feel like im the worst but I always make it work
Alright yeah
That’s right, yeah?
[Verse 2]
Jesus turn water to wine
Im turnin yo bitch to mine
Way that Im posted im gettin numbers when postin up online
Met a girl with her soldier boy on the screensaver
Fucked her raw, fuck the troops, he can't cry to me later
Watch my film roll to charge your JO Crystal
Haters tryna talk, they can't handle this flow
Lob a molotov at a cop from the drop top
People tryna hate on me but I just won't stop
Brains a runaway train it’s a locomotive
With some loco motives
Man my soul is broken
John coltrane way
But not sayin that i innovate
Style off the railway
Try to keep up with my pace
Was a good kid in a team full of bad boys
Rolling out lookin like Dumars in Detroit
Fuck around clowin still kill it like Ty Lee
Fuck em up good stay styling and smiling
I subvert all expectations thrown at me
Paradoxical styles, my life is all comedy
Hella antisocial but i got a bit of style
Ain't afraid of crowds, and that’s carried me for miles
When I’m gone I’m hoping my funeral isnt slanderous
Trying to leave a legacy without going Ozymandias
An embarrassed provocateur
Reckless self saboteur
Spotlight on me, stick around all my voyeurs
[Chorus]
This motherfucker here is so crazy
Put your hands in the air for Ea the playa
This motherfucker here is so crazy
The chaos child from the future that’s tonight’s feature yo
This motherfucker here is so crazy
Bringin anarchy might wanna run away from me
I feel like im the worst but I always make it work
Alright yeah
That’s right, yeah?
[Outro]
Fuck it sometimes you gotta check yourself, but you always gotta remember to love yourself