Ah
Ah
Ah, ah, ah ah ah

I'm hurting, and hurting, and hurting
Stabbing me and burning, enduring, enduring
I'm seeing, and seeing, and seeing
Nothing, disappearing to bleary and bleeding
Right out of view

Nobody, nobody, nobody
Worthy of believing, nobody for nothing
Then over, and over, and over
Tragedies hang lower, and slower, the horror
Closer they drew

Fear of humanity, living in hiding
A friend but only in name
We were never the same
Another thorn in my way
I do-do-don't need!

N-n-n-now I can see you lied
Laughing at me nearly every time
Welling my eyes with a sudden pain
Staining my brain, will it ever change?
N-n-n-now I can see my heart
Broken again, pick up every part
But now I know it'll never end
Someone will come tear me down again
Somebody, somebody, somebody
Worthy of relying, I'm trying, and crying
I'm needing, and needing, and needing
Any kind of leading, brain feeding, and thinking
Closer it drew

Hating humanity, but in reality
The thing I hate even more
Coward I can't ignore
Deep in me, I'm sure
I hate, really hate!

N-n-n-now I can see you lied
Tying my heart so it couldn't fight
Welling my eyes with a sudden pain
Staining my brain, it'll never change
N-n-n-now I can see my heart
Fully inflamed, hide it safe and apart
Tell me, how can I see the end?
An easy way to live free again?

Holding a noose 'round my tightened neck
Closing my eyes, run away, forget
Waiting for help on an SOS
It never came so it may be dead
N-n-n-now I can see you lied
I live in fear, burning up inside
Scratching at hives and the wounds that I got
And now I found that I couldn't stop
N-n-n-now I can see my heart
Red and inflamed, hidden safe, apart
Tell me how I can do that again
An easy way to be finally dead
I guess you can't make the hurting end