Can I just live an easy life?
Why can't I simply laugh at all the stupid little things?
How do I keep people by me?
Running around, these wishes repeat
Pain in the ass, yeah
Sick of this trash, man
Probably maladapted to this life, do you think?
Heard that a surgery might help
So I can feel that happy feeling...

And yet I'm breathing still today, waiting for a sign
Telling me I'm worthy of love
Still I couldn't help, hating who I am
And holding out both hands
Know that I've gotta learn to adore me more
Telling myself I'm enough
Ah!

Pat my head, I did no wrong, gave it my all
C'mon, can someone just commend me for living this long?
Self-esteem is shattered, say it's all a fad
Or that I'm trying to brag!
Just stop, no more "there there," as if you care
C'mon, I've tried to stay alive but I'm so goddamn tired after it all
No more please, you're all amazing
Although the flattery is fake and life is bad, that's the truth, huh?
Can I stop hurting all the time?
When can I live without attacks? Live without the pain?
I wanna say sure I'm fine
But why is it so hard every day?
God, no way!

"Assert yourself!"
I'm sorry but that luxury's just too much for me
Hate me if you wanna, but don't sell me anything
I don't need you preaching to me

But y'know, as the loneliness seeps into my chest
Easily I give into them
Again I don't believe we should be alive
So spare me contrarian
I'm over caring with this wasted patience
Pitiful until the end
Ah!

Can't you see? You're all so mean! So great to see!
Never to see the true intentions hidden right beneath
Try with all your might not to lose the fight
Protect your identity
But y'know, it's so crazy how we all believe
That we're more charming, more endearing
That's what we keep saying after it all
(Isn't that just the truth?)
Ah!
Pat your back, I'll say you gave it your all
So go and vomit out the things you hated for so long
Self-esteem degrading, but your "self" is saying
"Oh please don't lose who I am!"
You're fine, I'll say "there there, you did your share."
Tomorrow you will be alive and that's enough for me now you're aware
You've done well, you're all amazing
Although the flattery is fake and life is bad, that's the default
So we should praise each other living for this long, after all?

Though in the end, this good for nothing head is oh so intricate
Let us give ourselves a dose of daily self-love
(You made it through the day!)