[Verse 1: Ahmad]
I'm reminiscing like JOE, staring at faded pictures
Through Satan's tempting and death
Back resurrected as the greatest victor
Throughout my travels sampled great elixirs
Liquor's and weed
Feel like I'm bleeding, need a way to fix this
Pain that I feed
I told'em "Go head I ain't coming"
Bed being Co - Ed stop being fun
And I can't even sleep
Stress running my mind
Got diamonds but don't none of em' shine
My heart is heavy
Every problem weigh a ton at a time
Stay isolated cause' I'm one of a kind
Fake homies claiming that they got my back
But every one of em' lying
My label jerking me forever jacking
But like Jeremiah this fire got in my bones
Now I'm forever rapping
I took the bitter with the sweet
Never quitters we keep
Teaching like ghetto Messiah's to deliver the streets
Became a son of God as soon as I admitted I'm weak
And gave back what was given to me
I don't understand why