I hate this cruel world

I hate this cruel world they laugh at us
Cuz we wear all black they scared
Its sad im just a kid tryin to sucess at his own dream
I went from hell to heaven now im back to hell

I dont know which one im supposed to be in cuz the way i be flippin sides got me trippin
All i want to do is to win and
They see me as a weird scary emo kid that cries for no reason to them

They say they life more worse than mine but they wrong they are swimming and im drowning